What else can I say, the fans of Kirsten are amazing and I hope she realizes this because they have been an amazing driving force behind GG they have been there and kept me wanting to continue.

I am going to miss this site, but not only the site the community and what it is , I’ve met some amazing people there and I hope that we can all stay a nice little online family regardless of the site closing.

Thanks everyone for being so supportive and those of you who have been understanding as well, it means more then you know!

I updated Jennifer Fan with a new layout its pretty pink but I like it , it’s been awhile since it had a layout change, I so gotta update some stuff there I have been slacking, I can’t believe I missed almost the entire season of Ghost Whisperer now I’ll have to catch up, and Im so sad it got cancelled I wish it would of got at least one more season.

Also finally updated my SMG site with some more buffy captures <3 been slacking rebuilding the gallery is just taking longer it will most likely be finished by Summers end, I got a special project though that I’m starting soon for the site its gonna be awesome!

Special thanks to those that helped me many months ago during the biggest struggle in my life, Mare & Brett you two saved my family and I for many months with help I will be forever in debt and greatful for the gratitude you showed me and my fam thank you two for always being there. My glammies at Glamour Girl you came through to me when I needed it most and 7 years with you guys has been a blessing I’ll never forget the help you all gave me I love you all so very much. Tathy, Hayley & Qua you’s were such great friends to me and helped me when needed during my struggle as well I’ll be forever greatful for the friendships with yous.   All of you have been a blessing in my life and I hope to someday repay all you’ve done for me and I will!  I love my Online Family *hugs* to all

My mother, brother and I are staying with my grandma it was a blessing that she took us in back in January though we are still having some issues on the job front we are looking and hopefully find something soon so each of us can save up and go our own ways, but at least we are not scratching our heads wondering where this or that is gonna come from for the next month yeah we got bills but its not as bad as before.

Anyways I’ve been getting more involved with my sites lately doing the best I can to keep them up to date, and having a lot of fun with one site in particular Im currently working around here revamping my collective and fixing things up so keep checking it will look nicer soon, lol.

Still not out of the woods gotta put together Octobers rent which is due on the 5th, but its going to be late because its $733 and we don’t have it at the moment, but I have a tremendous amount of faith that God will see us through this. I will continue to be strong because that is me.

Other then all that going on in my life I am okay I just wish I was working so that things could start to look up, then I’d be happy a little. Hopefully everything works out the way they are suppose too I just don’t want to leave my mother and brother behind that’s all they do mean the world to me. I just want things to get better so eventually we can all be happy again.

Well My life is pretty much crappy right now , I’m looking for a job and having no luck what so ever and money is really tight right now, falling behind on bills rent , everything is just horrible. Im pretty strong though , I have my moments where I wanna just break down, and yeah I cry…but really right now is just not the time to be weak. I pray day & night that God will help us through this and that there is going to be a light at the end of this dark tunnel.

I often ask myself where is the light in all this darkness right now?  I know I am not the only person going through this with the bullshit economy right now. Something has to give though and fast before all that’s left is to part until my family & I can get back on our feet again. Though I love them so much I would hate for things to take that road…though will see I know God has a plan in all this.

I’m going to try and blog more often it at least lets me get some stuff off my chest just to write it at least…even if no one reads it…lol

xoxo

This storm though is making me wonder if my cat gothika is still alive out there somewhere or not its been months since she been home she ran away in June so who knows but it makes me cry here and there that she isn’t home where she belongs.

I can’t believe christmas is just days away! wow how the year has gone so fast I can’t believe it , got so many hopes and changes to make for 2009 thats for sure! Thats all for now got to go work on some site tranfers I’m working on.

Anyways I’ve opened a new site well I use to run an Alyssa Milano site but gave it away now I’ve opened a new one so be sure to check it out it’s called Charming Alyssa Milano still a major work in progress but I know it will be great in the end

I also have a new layout at Silent Beauty my SMG site thanks to Amanda so be sure to check it out it’s stunning!